totally not interesting drunken babbling
For roughly 2 hours i’ve been doing nothing but staring at my screen and trying to find something to waste my time with. I have to get up in 6 hours and doubt I’ll go to bed soon. I probably couldn’t sleep anyway. I opened a bottle of red wine, drinking to Team Dresch and Tom Waits and feeling quite content in contrast to how scared I was during the last couple of weeks of basically everything. I’m moving on wednesday or maybe thursday and still don’t know where I’m going to live. On a related note, I’m having a strong urge to dump most of my furniture and belongings as it would make this whole living thing so much more easy. It’s weekend again (already?) and I don’t have the slightest desire to meet anyone or “have a good time”. Maybe other stuff than booze will help, but I’ll probably bicker all the time no matter what.
I don’t know if that’s just me growing old and bitter or turning into a part time alcoholic. Or both.
